have you ever had a dream where you are in circumstances of dire consequence, intimate passion, or bitter pain with someone who you love, or someone you used to be close with, only to awaken, and find that you are now in a totally different vector/time/place in life, with a totally different person? how do you deal with that? how do you cope?
that was me from 3am-5am this morning. when this shit happens, it takes everything i have sometimes not to get up and _act_ on the feelings, intuitions, or emotions. sometimes they are so vivid it hurts, like old scars flaring up in new pain.
i haven’t lived enough or seen enough to have anything more than an angle on how i see things working, but i have seen enough to know that dreams are powerful, and often have pretty big significance in my waking world, more so than a lot of mundane items.
tough nuts to crack.