{"id":449,"date":"2003-06-17T01:02:00","date_gmt":"2003-06-17T01:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/2019\/02\/20\/449\/"},"modified":"2019-02-20T21:56:26","modified_gmt":"2019-02-20T21:56:26","slug":"449","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/2003\/06\/17\/449\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i hurt myself today<br \/>\nto see if i still feel<br \/>\ni focus on the pain<br \/>\nthe only thing that&#8217;s real<br \/>\nthe needle tears a hole<br \/>\nthe old familiar sting<br \/>\ntry to kill it all away<br \/>\nbut i remember everything<\/p>\n<p>what have i become?<br \/>\nmy sweetest friend<br \/>\neveryone i know<br \/>\ngoes away in the end<br \/>\nyou could have it all<br \/>\nmy empire of dirt<br \/>\ni will let you down<br \/>\ni will make you hurt<\/p>\n<p>i wear this crown of shit<br \/>\nupon my liar&#8217;s chair<br \/>\nfull of broken thoughts<br \/>\ni cannot repair<br \/>\nbeneath the stain of time<br \/>\nthe feeling disappears<br \/>\nyou are someone else<br \/>\ni am still right here<\/p>\n<p>what have i become?<br \/>\nmy sweetest friend<br \/>\neveryone i know<br \/>\ngoes away in the end<br \/>\nyou could have it all<br \/>\nmy empire or dirt<br \/>\ni will let you down<br \/>\ni will make you hurt<\/p>\n<p>if i could start again<br \/>\na million miles away<br \/>\ni would keep myself<br \/>\ni would find a way<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i hurt myself today to see if i still feel i focus on the pain the only thing that&#8217;s real the needle tears a hole<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"chat","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[18],"class_list":["post-449","post","type-post","status-publish","format-chat","hentry","tag-blah","post_format-post-format-chat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/449","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=449"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/449\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3022,"href":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/449\/revisions\/3022"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=449"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=449"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delascabezas.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=449"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}